04.09.2021

You will keep him in perfect peace, Whose mind is stayed on You, Because he trusts in You.” NKJV

Years ago I was given a treasured heirloom, a .22 rifle once owned by an uncle who had passed. Wanting to be careful with it, I had wrapped it in a thick towel and put it away from light and the elements. When I went to take a look at it, I found it spot marked and pitted from rust! This condition was certainly NOT acceptable. But lucky for me, I am blessed to know a guy!

Otto isn’t just ANY guy. He is an old German machinist who I LOVE to spend time with. MOSTLY because he has GREAT stories that go along with tested and tried advice! It is safe to say that he has forgotten more about metalwork than most people know! Remembering my rusted .22,wanting him to look at it before he went back North for the summer, I gave him a call!

Otto showed up at my house yesterday and we immediately set about our prospective positions. He the teacher, me the student. You see, I didn’t just want the rust to go away, I wanted to LEARN how to keep it from happening again. The process is called ‘bluing.’ He was all words…I was all ears, except when I had questions. The process didn’t take that long and, when done, I felt DOUBLY blessed because my old heirloom had been restored AND I learned how to KEEP it that way!

The first thing Otto said was, “the last guy that touched this has an acid problem.” Since that guy was ME…I asked how he knew. “Fingerprints!” he said. My fingerprints had been left on the barrel, and the acid left behind had broken down the protective bluing finish. Rust was simply inevitable. We both laughed at my acidic touch, which isn’t always funny.

I am a work in progress! It is a lifeLONG process where God is using my personality, conditions and experiences to conform me into HIS image. He calls that process ‘sanctification.’ It is a complex process that is too detailed for me to completely understand or explain. But it works! Just like the verse today works when applied.

To get God’s peace I need to KNOW Him. The process is not complete upon our meeting, but in our STAYING together. When I put my heart, mind and soul in His hands…and my focus on HIM, I have the protection of His peace. No matter the circumstances. When my acidic tendencies leak out because of poor handling, I know it’s time to get back to Him and be reconditioned! True Peace requires KNOWING, and sticking with, the only God who can give it.

Do you know Him? 

04.08.2021

Let the word of Christ richly dwell within you as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom…” Colossians 3:16

I’m feelin’ kind of blue this morning and don’t know what to do about it. I’m just glad that it doesn’t happen often. Ever since last night I have been digging and searching and weighing and measuring, like a gold miner looking for something of value to salvage from all the effort. Looking back, I can say what happened was not intentional. But it DID happen.

It all started with a teaching on Colossians 1:24 where Paul is rejoicing in the fact that he is “filling up in his flesh, what is lacking in regard to Christ’s afflictions!” The verse bothered me because; the implication is that Christ’s sufferings were somehow incomplete and not enough! Teaching turned to discussion, then to questions, and then something in me snapped. Admonition crept in like the pistol shot starting a race. Not very subtle!

I live with a VERY serious, VERY good, teacher of little children. In fact, she is so psycho about being good at it, there are times her frustrations are understandable. I believe she is the BEST in the WORLD, and possibly EVER! Truly! She gets SOOO frustrated when kids and parents don’t get it! The parents are the worst! Then she blames herself! To her, failure is not an option. So she presses on. I don’t know if I rubbed off on her or she on me…but let’s just say that frustration hangs around our house…a LOT!

Being a Christian changes a person. It’s supposed to! Once the light goes on and Christ is seen for who He said He was, decisions must be made. And the decisions never stop! He calls us to die to our way and live His. And His way, though the most blessed beyond imagination, creates conflict. We Believers are commanded to live and tell about our New Life. But He PROMISES that when we do, we will see a lot of refusal and frustration.

I hadn’t planned on admonishing ANY one. It just started coming out! When it does, I know that NO ONE can sound more like a jerk than ME! On the way home, even Katie added her weight to the other side of the teeter totter! Hanging in the air…I’m singing the blues. But I can’t stay here forever. So…I’m sorry for sounding like a jerk. But the subject doesn’t lend itself well to frivolity. And it never will!

Hanging with Christ on the Cross is PAINFUL. In God’s eyes…I was right there. His death became mine, my life became His! Some are called to teach, and occasionally even ADMONISH (drive home HARD) STRONGLY, the truth that, suffering and pain are inevitable when becoming, and being, a Believer in Jesus Christ. We are at war with the world, the flesh and the devil. Loss and pain are inevitable. So much so that I can actually MEASURE my effectiveness for Him with a question…”how and where am I suffering for Him?”

What is Jesus Christ costing YOU in your suffering for Him? And can you point to where it hurts?

04.07.2021

Husbands ought to love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself.” Ephesians 5:28

Before I begin, I know I am already in trouble! Though honestly…not intentional! When Katie reads this she is going to flip out and say something like, “why did you have to write about me? Didn’t you have anything else to write about?” She is SO wise like that! But doing God’s work often demands sacrifice! So guys…I’m taking a bullet for YOU by actually writing about ME!!

Yesterday before leaving for work, Katie cleaned off the kitchen counter almost completely! Her final words to herself were, “There…I like that!” That it was said within MY earshot should have been a clue! Though I thought the statement silly, I quietly resolved to honor her wishes! Within the hour, I had already dropped food AND the mail there! As Bugs Bunny used to say…”What a maroon!” Guilt had me by the throat almost instantly! But from where had THAT emotion come?

Being married to an artistic person is tough. That she is female makes it harder! And that’s NOT an insult! She likes pretty things, yet grows tired of the same things over and over. True, there have been times when her desire created more work for ME. But I love her. And I know God’s directives when it comes to my wife’s peace of mind. It is today’s Bible verse!

Honestly…what do I care about a completely clean counter? Does it bother me? Is it too hard a thing to take notice and bend to please her? After all, today’s verse goes on to say almost the same thing to wives! But sometimes the verses get distorted! I read 1 version, inserted into a female devotional, that stated…”A husband must see to his wife’s desires, whether they are sexual, financial, physical, emotional or spiritual.” WHOAAAAA!! NOW WAIT JUST A DOGGONE MINUTE! Please note…this version of the Bible verse doesn’t exist in ANY legitimate version! I call FOUL!!!

Paying attention is a sign of respect and maturity. Husbands and wives are actually BOTH called to do just that, by making God’s desires FIRST priority! Being made in His image, both male and female, I have to assume that He possesses BOTH characteristics! When it comes to HIS desires, He EXPECTS me to WANT to please Him. Because what pleases HIM…ALWAYS works out for my best good! Guilt is simply a useful tool in His hands too!!

This morning I woke up to find that I had left something on the counter last night! I am SURE SHE noticed it too! I felt a little guilty when she didn’t say anything because…she COULD have! But she loves ME! And as long as it isn’t too painful, too difficult or too expensive, her wish really SHOULD be my command. God gave me to her, for the purpose of my practice in loving and following HIM! Since HIS commands are OFTEN all 3!

How far are YOU willing to bend for your spouse and for God?

04.06.2021

So then, just as you received Christ Jesus as Lord, continue to live your lives in Him, rooted and built up in Him, strengthened in the faith as you were taught, and overflowing with thankfulness.” Colossians 2:6-7

I don’t think about stuff under the hood! My truck is AWESOME because it pretty much cooperates with my unconcern by rarely breaking down. When it does break down, I know something is wrong! I know people for that! All was well, as my truck and I had been maintaining our mutual non-commitment toward one another. But last week I went out to start it and ‘click click click,’ was all I got!! She had let me down!

To be fair, it wasn’t the truck that failed. It was the battery. I bought a 24 month battery and it only lasted 36! So I slapped a battery charger on it and drove the Gold Wing! Later in the day, I tried the truck and she fired right up! Was it jealousy??? I drove her for a couple days when, being about 2 miles from home, she did it again! This time, I had to call my wife! And THIS TIME.. I wasn’t foolin’ around!

I don’t know batteries. And truly… I don’t WANT to know. I just want them to WORK for me. FOREVER! With NO DEMANDS from ME! This battery let me down, even though it had lived, half again, as long as warranted! I am a HARD and DEMANDING taskmaster! When I took the time and tried to charge it, it only held for so long. Bye Bye battery! Hello NEW!

I paid more for this battery than the last one. So my expectations are HIGH! I’d better get at least FOUR years outta THIS one, since the LAST brand let me down! Yes I’m fickle and demanding like that! But am I any different than anyone else? Don’t we ALL want MORE than expected? Even from GOD?!

There is a BIG sign on the back wall of my church that says, “Jesus Works!” I know because I PUT it there 22 years ago! I placed it there because, at that time, I had been a believer and disciple of Jesus Christ for 31 years. As I like to say, “Jesus had NEVER let me down…even at times when I initially thought He had!” 22 years later, I can STILL say that He is a God of his Word! He’s STILL the ONLY one I recommend!

I HAVE to admit that there have been times in life when I have allowed my ‘truck emotions’ to slop over into my relationship with God! Like when I expect Him to BE THERE, and ALWAYS WORK for ME without any effort on MY part! Even now I can hear Him chuckle cuz…He doesn’t DO that! Ours is a ‘give and take’ relationship. He gives AFTER I’ve taken the time and effort to nurture our relationship, FOLLOW HIM and DO His directions!

I have found a very truthful saying that actually works ALL the time. “USE THINGS…LOVE PEOPLE!” I am VERY good at the first one. But I am STILL working on the second because, my WARRANTOR expects it from me because…He’s a pretty hard and demanding taskmaster! But SOOOOO gushy and loving inside!

How do YOU see and treat God?

04.05.2021

let us draw near to God with a sincere heart and with the full assurance that faith brings…” Hebrews 10:22

The occasion was yesterday…Easter! It is, what I consider, the biggest Holy Day of the year! Our Church, like so many around the world, is a collection of different believers and followers in Jesus Christ, grouped into 1 place for the purpose of worshiping Him and serving one another. It had been a BUSY week of preparation. Set up, tear down, assemble, cook, clean and then setup again! And it was all because of Lettuce! Kind of!

Easter observes the occasion of the death of Jesus Christ to pay for mankind’s sins, and His rising from that death in conquering victory. The Holy Day gives His followers reason to gather together to celebrate and rejoice! Until Resurrection Sunday, there was one nasty fact that overlayed all of mankind’s condition. We were sinners, separated from our Creator, and destined to perish forever in a Godless place not even prepared for men in the first place! Easter changed that!

All week long we had been meeting and preparing for something coming. Thursday Communion was a time to remember the sorrow and pain of what sin had cost us…AND God’s Son, Jesus! The pain He suffered because of my ‘sin status’ is unimaginable. Saturday we gathered together to prepare breakfast for Sunday Morning. But even at breakfast on Sunday, there was a sense of anticipation. Soon…the church was packed with Lettuce people!

Let Us! 2 words that corporately unite a group of people under 1 purpose. Those 2 words are used several times in the Bible to unify and move us in a single direction. And what a Joy it was as dozens of people, many we don’t even know, came together to glance at the person of Jesus Christ…the one who called Himself, The Way, The Truth, The Life, The Door and the Great Shepherd! From what I could tell…NONE of us were disappointed!

I have been rescued from a fate WORSE than simply dying and moving into nothingness. And not just me! Anyone who finds Jesus’ hand and grabs on, carries with them a SINCERE heart, FULL of assurance that WE ARE part of HIS STORY! FOREVER! So what do we do about that? The I’s become US and together, we draw near to God in Joy and anticipation of what will come!

Lettuce is an interesting vegetable, as leaf upon leaf overlays one another in orderly fashion…forming one complete unit, all stemming and held together by 1 main core. Which leads me to wonder why no one ever used lettuce as a symbol for ‘The Church!’ Let us gather again on Wednesday night and talk about that!!!

04.02.2021

All the people answered, “His blood is on us and on our children!” Matthew 27:25

Yesterday was Maundy Thursday, a special Holy Day celebrating the last supper Jesus had with His disciples before being arrested. It ALSO happened to be April 1st…my youngest daughter’s Birthday! Yes, she was born on April Fools Day! We had her and her family over for our own dinner last night, which turned out to be quite a hoot!

I’ve never been a big prankster on April Fools Day. We had stuff planted outside our house, and as of this morning, we are STILL finding evidence of her and her husbands mischievous hands! While I like to joke a lot, to me, giving 1 single day ‘all ya got’ seems a bit too extreme! My daughter practically LIVES for it! It’s almost like The Day was made just for her! Today, being Good Friday, I can see a resemblance to all things eternal!

Good, or Holy, Friday, traditionally is the remembrance of the Crucifixion of Jesus Christ. I usually take time to read the ends of the 4 Gospels to remember what actually happened. After being arrested in the dark of last night, today starts our remembering the horror of His torture and death. Mel Gibson’s ‘The Passion’ movie attempts to give us visual details, as if written words aren’t descriptive enough! This was not just the killing of Jesus, it was a slaughterhouse. And it marks ‘The Day’ made just for HIM! BY Him!

Jesus is not a man like Gandhi or Mohammad. To not know that is to not understand what He said about Himself, or the Bible, which presents the evidence from writings over THOUSANDS of years! Jesus said that ‘He’ was the ONLY way to get to His Father…GOD! As C.S. Lewis inferred, He never gave us the option of considering Himself just a good teacher. He, is the creator of the Universe (John 1:3) and God the Son. And He came FOR THIS DAY…on a rescue mission!

Lots of people have blown it off or made light of it. According to Jesus’ own words, He died for them too! As I reflect on my life and all the mistakes I have made, both intentional and unintentional, I see clearly that perfect Heaven would be ultimately defiled if I stepped even 1 foot into it. Which is the reason HE, perfect God, stepped into MY imperfection.

Sin is horrific to God. Being steeped in it doesn’t bother me as much. Which is NOT allowable by God as an excuse! The horror of my sin, transferred onto His loving perfect Son, demands that I look SERIOUSLY at His crucifixion and my own guilt! My punishment for my sin is deserved. Why would God even WANT me, let alone willingly DIE in my place? TODAY marks the day, made intentionally for ME, to think about that! It’s no Joke! His blood is on MY hands!!!

How do YOU see Jesus Christ?

04.01.2021

I have gathered much information and compiled it to try to answer this question.  At the end is the instruction and timing for tonight’s Maundy Thursday service at Church .. I hope to see you there!

What is Maundy Thursday??

Maundy Thursday – Stealing the Concept

Thursday (today)  of Holy Week is called “Maundy Thursday.” The name “Maundy” comes from the Latin “mandatum,” or “command,” and is the first word of the phrase “Mandatum novum do vobis ut diligatis invicem sicut dilexi vos” – in English, “A new commandment I give you, that you love one another.” Jesus, speaking to his disciples, continues, “Just as I have loved you, you also should love one another” (John 13:34).

Jesus said these words during his final meal with his disciples. For this reason, worship on Maundy Thursday is almost always a communion service and is, indeed, often used as an occasional on which to reflect on the nature and importance of the Lord’s Supper.

In the other three Gospel accounts, at Jesus’ final meal with his disciples – which is actually the Passover meal – He offers them instructions about how to commemorate this occasion by instituting a NEW meal, an even BETTER Passover meal. But in John’s Gospel, Jesus instead washes the feet of His disciples in an unusual display of service and servitude (which is why Peter objects). He THEN “commands them” (Maundy) to…”DO THE SAME!!!! Discipleship, in other words, is about service, about caring for others. Then having set this example for them, he adds the new commandment to the Ten with which they were most familiar: to LOVE ONE ANOTHER!!

This command raises an interesting question. Can you command someone to love another person? Isn’t love beyond commands, discipline, the human will, or even logic? Not according to Jesus. For when he commands his disciples to love one another, he does not use the Greek word eros that captures passionate love (from whence our word “erotic” stems) or the Greek phileo of familial endearment and loyalty (the root of Philadelphia, the city of “brotherly love”). Rather, when Jesus commands his disciples to love another, he chooses the Greek work ‘agape,’ the self-sacrificing love of a parent, the promise of an ongoing and permanent acceptance. This kind of love – because it is more about behavior than emotion – Jesus CAN command.

Here, in the Gospel writings, is where our worship practice of Maundy Thursday settles. We come together to remember Jesus’ sacrificial love for us – and, indeed, God’s enormous sacrifice to witness the death of His ONE FAVORITE child – to save all the other children of God! It is perhaps best captured, in the pouring out of His life, that we be encouraged and inspired to love Him, AND one another.

Maundy Thursday was filled with other significant events. Not only did Jesus share the Passover meal and communion, but is also the day he retreated to the Garden of Gethsemane. While Judas left to go to the Jewish leaders to betray Him, Jesus knelt in agony, prayer, and surrender. Maundy Thursday marks the time when “the hour had come.” Before this time, the Bible often records Jesus saying His hour had not yet come (John 2:4), but on Maundy Thursday, he knew that the beginning of the fulfillment of His greatest mission on Earth had come.

It is on this evening of the Last Supper that all of HIS-STORY hinges! And for the Son of God, this time is utterly terrifying. Jesus must decide: Will he protect his own skin, and soul, or will he embrace his Father’s perfect and painful will?” It is upon moving to the Garden of Gethsemane that Jesus agonizes over what He is about to face on the cross. Praying “more fervently, he was in such agony of spirit that his sweat fell to the ground like great drops of blood” (Luke 22:44).

It’s an important night and worship service in the church year, as it draws us deeply into the heart of Christ’s story. And YOU have a chance to celebrate it at YOUR Church tonight. For it is THIS night that we received the “New Commandment” Jesus gave on Maundy Thursday.

Now to fully appreciate this command, we have to remember that at this supper Jesus and the disciples were obeying God’s original command to the Jews to remember the Passover. The Passover meal celebrated God rescuing His people from Egypt, as described in the book of Exodus. For Jesus to have the audacity to offer a “new” command when the old one was such an important part of Israel’s history, is astounding enough. But Jesus went even further. Rather than remembering the redemption of their forefathers from Egyptian tyranny and the way the angel of death “passed over” the homes with lamb’s blood on their doorposts, they were now to remember ‘His’ sacrificial body and ‘His’ shed blood. In Christ’s death, death itself is not just avoided; Death, and it’s power, were finally defeated.

The new commandment to love others is only capable through the sacrifice of Jesus. We CAN know and experience the forgiveness of sins and the full love of God through the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ. But to love people, especially our enemies, is ONLY possible through allowing Christ to live His life THROUGH US! We are called to show the same level of love to everyone. God loved us while we were yet sinners (Romans 5:8) and the gift of salvation calls us forward to do likewise.

By Friday of this week (if you don’t know the way the story ends) it looks like the wrath of God has eclipsed the God of Love. But it isn’t so. Mercy triumphs over Judgment at Easter: love triumphs over wrath. Love is the new commandment given on this night by Jesus after he has washed the disciples’ feet …. “Love one another as I have loved you.” This is the “mandatum novum” from which the name “Maundy Thursday” comes.

As Jesus washed the disciples’ feet on Maundy Thursday, he set into motion what would be completed on Easter Sunday. His sacrificial example calls for us to love – as He has loved us.

But the disciples didn’t fully comprehend how deeply Jesus had loved them. After all they had been through, it took a king on his knees with a towel around his waist to prove to them the loving, servant heart of God. But even couldn’t fully understand why Jesus would defile himself in this way.

If Peter finds it hard to accept that Jesus his king would humiliate himself by washing his followers’ feet, he will be even more confused tomorrow. For there will be another demonstration of how God loves on Good Friday, when the perfect love of God in Jesus faces the wrath of God against evil, and triumphs in the end. All for, and because of, the love He and His father have for you and me!

The triumphal entry into Jerusalem. The cleansing of the temple. The teaching and the miracles. All displayed their leader’s power and the faith of the disciples soared. But now, on this fifth day of the week, came the most intimate moment of all, the Passover meal, that high holy feast, just the twelve and Jesus. Over and over, at the table, He reiterated His love for them, finally kneeling before them to wash their travel-weary feat.


If they had ever doubted, they could no longer do so. What if, as Jesus cautioned, testings and trials lay just ahead for them? Could THEY face anything? “Lord,” Peter assured Him, “I am ready to go with you to prison and to death.” (Luke 22:33) In a growing hostile world toward those who are disciples of Jesus, can YOU answer it?

Thursday symbolizes the most perilous day of our pilgrimage, because when testing comes, we so often fail. It was before daybreak on Friday, that Peter was swearing he’d never heard of Jesus. Yet Maundy Thursday represents OUR failures too—the ones which swiftly follow our moments of high commitment. The times when, having made great promises, we fall on our faces. When we let God down and let ourselves down and are left with only the certainty of our own weakness.

Yet strangely, Thursday also ushers in the most hopeful stage of our journey. Because at last we are truly on the road to Easter. We have learned better than to place our trust in ourselves. “I tell you, Peter,” Jesus replied to Peter’s confident boast, “the cock will not crow this day, until you three times deny that you know me.” (Luke 22:34) And I cringe!

But Jesus didn’t cringe!! He said those words to Peter without condemnation, without rejection. Jesus knew that HIS way leads through loss. Loss of self-satisfaction and self-sufficiency. He knew that on the other side of Easter, Peter would find His power that never fails. Now the question remains….have YOU?

Jesus main purpose, after individually saving those who would become His Body – “The Church,” was to demonstrate just how far He expected THEM to go in His love. It is this ‘total concept’ of loving and serving one another, AND the world, that He invites, and encourages us to steal! This Maundy Thursday He is asking…will YOU Love Him, and others, the way He loves YOU??

Tonight, between 7 and 8pm, the Congregational Church will be open for silent communion. Please come quietly and sit, listen to the music from the Passion, pray, meditate and send some personal time with Jesus Himself. Then, when you are ready, go forward and take communion. Remembering just what this night REALLY means. And be thankful… After all, Redeeming YOU was EXPENSIVE!

03.31.2021

If your brother sins against you, go and tell him his fault, between you and him alone. If he listens to you, you have gained your brother.” Matthew 18:15 ESV

I didn’t even notice when my tongue got caught in front of my eye teeth and I didn’t see what I was saying! Looking back, I should have! Words that I had spoken in jest, in a joking manner, were not received that way. I became guilty of hurting a very dear Christian brother. Thank GOD, and him, neither of them let it go!

Being called to preach is not all it’s cracked up to be. Preaching the Gospel to a world of sinners is ALWAYS offensive. ESPECIALLY today, when reminding people that sin is Biblically wrong in God’s eyes, is becoming a HUGE NO NO! Usually folks will decide they don’t like me because of the message I’m demanded to to tell. But that was not the case this time. I had no excuse and SHOULD HAVE known my brother well enough to know his soft spots. Stupid me!

The Bible verse today is a 2 way street. It is a COMMAND from God and presumes that BOTH parties are dedicated to Him enough to both WANT and DO His will. EVEN if it becomes an uncomfortable experience! When I got the message of my offense, I had the option to just ignore the pain I had caused, or to be reconciled.

Maybe it is no accident that ‘reconciling’ starts with the word ‘recon.’ A word defined as ‘the exploration of an area to gain information.’ I desperately wanted to know how to repair the relationship. So after he called, I dug in and listened. Thank God he talked! Many do not! I recognized his bringing up the issue was loving, brave, honest…and Biblical! I am honored to know such a man.

I THINK everything is going to be OK. But fixing hearts isn’t like fixing a car. Hearts can take time. Knowing my friend as I do, and knowing his love for God, I believe we’re on the right track to get it right! He was obligated to TELL ME what I had done, and he is obligated to ultimately FORGIVE ME! Even if it takes me ‘70×7’ plus requests! This writing is like # 10!

I know there is NOTHING on this planet more important to God and people as relationships! I also know that as long as sin and people are on earth, there will be fractures. But that God He has a way of dealing with those. I thank God for ‘BRAVE JESUS WARRIORS’ who aren’t scared to confront and fix broken things! So thank you James for letting me know of offense! I am blessed to have such an honorable friend who actually DOES what God says.    IOU!  

From whom are YOU estranged…and what are YOU DOING about it? 

03.30.2021

Whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him.” Col. 3:17

Needing to find a receipt for tax purposes, I emptied the ‘glove box’ in the consul of my truck. I don’t know WHY they call it that? I’ve never kept gloves in there! But I DID find found enough junk in there I COULD call it a STY box! The evidence shows – I am a pig!

Have you ever heard the explanation or concept of a White Elephant? The King of Siam would sometimes bestow a white elephant to someone he didn’t like as a gift, since the maintenance and cost of keeping it FAR outweighed the gift itself. Receiving elephant was an honor, and not one that could be rejected. But if the recipient was not REALLY wealthy, it would often lead to their financial ruin! Almost like acquiring a used BOAT!!!

This made me think of the free Gift God gives to me in the offer of His son, Jesus Christ. Since He is God and already KNOWS the thoughts and intents of my heart, I cannot surprise Him. He already knows what I think about Him and His gift. AND whether I appreciate and want Him or not! The biggest difference, is God’s Free Gift doesn’t just show up with an obligation to receive Him. I must willingly want and ask for Him!

In reading the verse above, two words jump out quickly. ‘Whatever’ and ‘all.’ Meditating on my life and holding it up to that verse is like standing on a scale which makes me question if Jesus Christ really carries all the wight in my life! Sometimes, I feel like that rich young ruler in Mark 10. You know the story where the expectation for eternal life is expressed by Jesus to a self called ‘do-good-er!’ “Go and sell everything you have, give it to the poor, and follow me!” It became the straw that broke the white elephant’s back!!!

When I made the great exchange with God years ago, I traded MY life for His. I heard that His eternal life was a free gift and I jumped all over it! A decision I have NEVER regretted. BUT… I didn’t realize that it came with BIG White Elephant expectations! Over the years I have learned that God’s expectation is that I grow up to LOOK and ACT like Jesus! He expects me to do what HE would do as He leads and guides me!

Sometimes, in rebellion, I have grown to I miss His hand of guidance and peace, when I step out of His will and into my own. But even then, His absence becomes a compass that points me back. I have found that this God of expectation is just like that BIG white elephant! He wants ALL of me! Which isn’t a bad thing at all…since I get ALL of HIM in return! Not a bad trade for a pig!

How do YOU see God’s Gift and…what’s in YOUR barn?