
“Turn, Lord, and deliver me; save me because of your unfailing love. Among the dead no one proclaims your name. Who praises you from the grave?” Psalm 6:4-5
WIRRR-kink-WRRRR-k-WRRRR-k-k! The sound was coming from my garbage disposal! It was ever so intermittent, but there. I willed it to be gone and it stopped! When I was satisfied it had only been my imagination, the little ‘kink’ made its sound again. Upon closer inspection with a flashlight, I found… NOTHING! Remembering rule #?, I replaced the strainer and put the flashlight away!
It’s hard to remember the rules, and I’ve never numbered them. In the original TV show NCIS, the character ‘Gibbs’ had his rules memorized and numbered. To work with him, everyone had to learn what they were. Having encountered intermittent kinks, dings and chinks in my life, I usually just let them go. The ‘experience’ rule says it will either get worse or go away. Time is the deciding factor.
Reading the Psalms is like looking into a mirror. I just know that David and I are going to be pals in Heaven because he finds ways to say what I often feel. We’re brothers in the mountains and valleys of life. Jesus is our Lord and the one who handles our garbage. That was the deal He made me and I had accepted. But once in a while, a k-k-kink makes me notice that there might be something wrong.
When I want to get someone’s attention, I can whistle or holler ‘HEY!’ Jesus has another option at His disposal. Sometimes when He wants me to do, or not do something, He gets real quiet! So quiet, that I have to pause or stop, lean in and then go looking to see IF there is a problem. If there is, I need to find the source. Sometimes it’s my garbage. Other times, He simply wants me to go deeper.
Being His, ‘I’ have an option at ‘MY’ disposal as well. When I can’t find the ding, I can remind Him that ‘I’ am not my own and that it is in HIS best interest to remember the fine print of our deal. I bring my garbage to Him and HE handles it! If He doesn’t, He won’t get what HE wants. And yes… He wants a clean name and a functioning vessel he can work with. Dead people can’t sing His praises!
Are you clogged? Do YOU hear silence or kinks from God sometimes? Do you continue to look for and seek His answer, or do you just let it go and give it time? What might God be trying to tell YOU? Have you reminded God of your willingness to do whatever it takes to fix whatever it is? Are you?